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A Shocking Detail

In lieu of being let go from my job, I've found myself nearing the end of my edit of Repbulican WarMongers: A study in political attitude.


Today I'm working on Obama's election and the emergence of the Tea Party. First I wanted to find out when racial profiling began. What I uncovered shocked me. Apparently Obama had a run-in with the Fraternal Order of Police when he was running for re-election in 2000 in Illiniois.


I checked back in my other notes. Sure enough, it was the Fraternal Order of Police that Robert F Kennedy oppossed in 1967.


For those who don't believe history is filled with real stuff, we know two things. We know that the LAPD covered up crucial evidence at the crime scene after RFK was shot. We also know that Obama's election brought racial profiling to our attention like it hadn't in the past.


Did you know that the measures Obama wanted to pass in 2000 couldn't get passed until 2003, when a Democractic Congress was elected? 


If you're not starting to see it now, you will when you read this book. Hopefully the kindle will be out by mid-summer.

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Republican WarMongers

Have you heard the latest? Apparently Trump abducted some masks being shipped to Canada. In today's climate, that sounds like a declaration of war. Mexico closed its border - to the USA, in a nice twist. And don't expect the US to start recovered until NY starts leveling off.


It feels odd now, working on a book called Republican Warmongers: Attitude of a political party (or how we got from Lincoln to Trump). I envisioned this being ready by October, before the elections, to answer a lot of questions people might have. In tracing the party politics and attitude over the decade, it really does seem clear how the politics flipped to give us a black president who's also a Democrat.


The Obama/Trump chapter is next, which means I'm also done with the first draft. Definitley longer than I expected. Of course you can't really explain the Republicans without throwing in some Democrats, too. The Obama chapter will mostly be on racial profiling, the Tea Party and how someone like Trump could make himself look like "one of us." The chapter on politics of the 60s will shock and, if you're like me, frighten you.


I don't know how much I'll devote to the virus. I think it's important to see the things Trump has done, or hasn't done, in his presidency, compared to others. I use only the most reliable of sources (no quotes from Facebook). As impartial as I can find. 


Then after anothe read through, and comments from a beta reader or two, I'll probably self-publish because I've not gotten a response from a query to publishers. I think my timeframe is too short for most.


Do I think this could help un-elect Donald? I think the virus is doing a number on him, but I also think there are lessons here for the Democrats, too. It  will be over 90,000 words when it's done.

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The April Fool

Yeah, this isn't really a good year to do any fooling. But I feel like technology is trying to do me in. For the past week I've been a day late and technology short.


Started with an opportunity to audition for a commerical - my first audition with my agency, and how nice it came when I'm laid off of work (officialy on-call, they say). So I did everything I could to make it the best audition - reading and re-reading the instructions, getting the lines down with so many rehearsals. But I didn't have a phone holder for my tripod and my husband said his hands shake too much to hold it for me. So I couldn't pick the best location - I had to shoot where the propped phone could video me from the waist up. I ordered a phone holder from Amazon, but it wasn't due to arrive in time.


The selection for the commercial is supposed to happen today. I got the phone holder yesterday.


But maybe it would be a good thing NOT to be chosen. I found out yesterday when my son Bennett tried to skype me with his daughters that my webcam no longer works. And they plan to film me through my computer. The only thing I could think of was that the recent upgrade to Windows 10 screwed something up, so I went there to get them to fix it. They said, yes, they know, a fix is in progress. And they will let me know when it's ready.


But I need it now! 


No, I don't have it yet.


Then of all the weird things, this morning I looked for the cord to charge my old Kindle and couldn't find it. The one I found no longer fit. I finally found an old cord that for some reason has black tape wrapped around it. At least that works. This Kindle had been lost for a month, and I ordered a new one, finding the old one before the new one came. And the new one came without a cord. I sent it back.


If we're in isolation, and our technology no longer works, then what? 


April Fool. I wish I was just kidding.

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I learned a new word today. It's from Booker T Washington's autobiography, and the word is geegaw. Now maybe you all knew it already. But I had to look it up. It means "a worthless showy thing." You know, like a knicknack you have on your shelf that just sits there for people to admire.


I once bought a magnetic decorated ball on a stand at a museum but it's not a geegaw. Why? Because it rotates. On its own. Without batteries. When the sun is out. It's cool because it proves something about the sun, right? Or is it just a geegaw after all? It also rotates at night when I turn the light on in the cabinet where I put it. Why? I don't know.


I'm not the collector type, but I like to buy at museum gift shops because they have cool stuff and they can use the money. But antique stores are filled with geegaws and it's an issue you hear talked about. You know, like, who's going to want all that stuff when you're gone?


I think about that a lot. So I watch my geegaws. And now the word has earned a place in the novel I'm editing, too. Malavika got me the novel "The Paris Wife," and I highly recommend it. It's a fictional story of Hemingway's first wife, and it starts in Chicago. So I'm trying to get inspired to make the right improvements on Dinner at Marshall Fields. Which is a novel I've tried to find a beta reader for.


But I get it. Who needs another geegaw?

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Extra Effort

What is meant by "it takes extra effort to succeed?" One, it means reading imstructions. If you fail on a single part of the delivery, the whole project can get tossed. I often think that I had to self-publish Civil War & Bloody Peace because my marketing efforts were just that poor.


Recently I had to re-do a number of times the video I was making for a national commercial spot because I kept seeing where I'd missed an instruction. But, in the meantime, they were good rehearsals, so that by the time the submission copy was taped following all instructions, I had it down. It wasn't just "good enough." Heaven knows what would have happened if I hadn't taken my efforts that far.


It doesn't mean I'm a shoe-in. Unfortunately, I didn't have a phone adaptor for my tripod, and they insisted it be filmed on a phone. This limited me to a location where I could stand the phone at the proper angle to tape me from the waist up. It wasn't the "uncluttered approach" they wanted - the ceiling fan was tucked ominously behind my head. But it was the one aspect I could not control. I have ordered a phone adaptor now so I'm ready next time. But they gave us so little time to prepare. That's how it is in the bizz.


Then there's this grant I'm preparing. There is just one aspect that I have no control over, and that's in my desire to get the OAS to show me more artifacts than they had available for me last year. Will they get in trouble when I added that as part of the grant? Or will they be able to comply? Or will this aspect be less of a deterrant than I fear? But the rest of the grant's preparation was in my control. While I applied for grant monies from the Wisconsin Historical Society in the past, I'm not an archaeologist, I'm a historian. For this grant, I could be called an archaeological historian, perhaps by the Iowa State Historical Society, who's offering the grant. But there was no lack of demonstration in what I'd prepared so they will see that I know what I'm doing.


Back in 2017, I said a farewell to Actors in Wisconsin because I wasn't getting any roles in any of the indie movies there. Back then, I didn't make the effort to memorize the lines (I worked full-time.) Back then, my film taking abilities were amateurish. And my acting wasn't even that good. Now I memorize. Now when they ask for a monologue, I do one without preparation, simply telling one of my fairy tales. Now, I pay attention to what kind of person they're looking for. Wes insists that I already look like what he wants. "Is that your real gray hair?" The awkward delivery he's asking for is exactly what he wants, and he's encouraged me to keep trying. He asked me to call him, and though I didn't want to, I did. And now I think I know what he wants.


Never say no. Make that extra effort, and keep going.

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In Honor of my First Agented Audition!

Okay, sometimes I get a little self-serving here. But I'm very excited that finally I got an audition through Milwaukee Talent Network. It's a nationwide commercial, but sadly, I probably won't get it. The requirement was that I film it on my phone in a fairly uncluttered area, and I didn't have a phone attachment for my tripod. Yeah, I ordered one today. (Not like I can run out to Best Buy, after all.) They will be filming whoever they choose in their home location, so having that right backdrop, I'm sure, will figure into their choice.  


Anyway, I decided to share some of my Youtube video links here on the links page. They're for the copper documentary I'm filming because I finally figured out how I want to open the video. This I'll be filming shortly. Hey, we're home-stuck so might as well make it productive!


It amazes me that I got that audition only shortly after being laid off at work. So here's hoping. I think I did well. But they're looking at more than that in this one.

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Does My Website Remind you of The Black Forest?

Well, maybe that's a deliberate subliminal choice. I didn't think of it when I chose the style, but definitely afterward. My business is Grimms, Etc., because when I was about 6 I found out I'm a Grimm and decided I was going to have my own fairy tale collection someday. Still working on it! But Germany is also next on my travel list. I was there once before but not on my terms. The Black Forest is on my list.  Here's what I found out about it:


Located in a large mountain range in Southwest Germany, Black Forest or Schwarzwald in German, is home to the cuckoo clock, the Grimm Brothers' fairy tales and world-renowned thermal spas. Black Forest Germany is a popular vacation spot for locals and tourists alike. With the Rhine valley to the west and south, the Black Forest of Germany is known for its hills, valleys, rivers and forests. If you're planning a trip to Germany, you'll want to spend at least a couple of days in the Black Forest, the most beautiful region in the country.


It should be unsurprising that forestry is one of the biggest industries in the region. Logs cut from Germany's Black Forest have built ships in the Netherlands and buildings in Japan. Before industrialization, many farmers used the wood to build cuckoo clocks to supplement their income during the winter months. To this day,  Black Forest cuckoo clockmakers preserve the rich history of the region, using the same means as their forbearers to produce hand carved cuckoo clocks famous for their quality and craftsmanship.


Today, the spa town of Baden-Baden, the national park surrounding the 12 thermal springs, and the small towns that dot the landscape attract visitors from all over the world to Germany's lush Black Forest.


That pretty much settles that! My great-uncle was from Baden-Wurtemberg, too! I also have to go to Zurich, so I think I'll start there and make my way to the Fairy Tale trail via the Black Forest.

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First Bike Ride - Hopefully not Last!

We have a nice little party/floral shop down the road that also handles UPS/USPS packages, and I had to return the Kindle I bought. So I hoped a bike ride would give me some needed steps I'm losing out on because of not working with the public anymore. (I did make $95 - ask me how!)


It was a little chilly and the sun went under some clouds but I rode on. We have a pretty decent bike path from here to there, about a mile and a half. I had called first to make sure they're open. (They created this gorgeous arrangement my boss gave me last week, flowers are still opening on it.)


Afterward, chatted with some folks about the bike ride. As I mounted my bag with the water bottle on my back must have shiffted because as I mounted, down I went! You know that feeling when you know you're going to fall and there's nothing you can do to stop it? I think that's my first fall in five years or more. Wait - I don't think I've fallen since I was 15!


Anyway, I leaped back up before anyone could see me and rode off, had to turn around and go back for the water bottle. (Did you know you should drink water after every personal encounter?)


But right now, wow, right hip is sore. Which is odd, because I fell on my left side -- I can tell because my left coat elbow is dirty, and I'd just washed the coat, too. I made it home, that's the important thing. And didn't get near the steps on my Fitbit, either. It generally does count my bike rides.


So, bummer. But I'm still glad I went by bike. More of those to come, if I can still move tomorrow.



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When was the Umbrella Invented?

I'm determined to write something daily here, whether it's a historical tidbit or an observance or a meditation. Anytime you feel compelled to comment, I'd love to hear from you.


The umbrella was invented in China in 11th century B.C., where first silk and waterproof umbrellas started being used by nobility and royalty. www.messagetoeagle.com/ancient-chinese-invented-the-umbrella/


Can you imagine that? China invented this 4000 years ago! You have to admit, good things have come from China. But if it's true that the virus got started because someone in China ate a bat, then you know what you have to do? Yeah, stop eating that which aren't meant to be eaten, and that includes octopus!



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Marked Down!

Yes, my entire stock at Amazon! I figure in today's dwindling readership market, better to get a few more readers and make less than not make anything at all. A must read for my coming vampire series is better in Kindle version but I still recommend Civil War & Bloody Peace be bought as a print copy. You'll also find new mark downs on my authorized Bonanza novels, and my co-authored African historical, Dancing with Cannibals, which I guarantee wil take you by surprise.  So check them out at



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